Wow, Day 13 am and I feel great! I have been sober for 10 days out of 13! I slept so sound last night and when the alarm went off, I got up feeling good. That hasn't happened for years. I had a great leisurely morning getting ready. I have already ran into a few of my students and they have just brightened my day by telling me they are coming to my class today. They have 5 specials a week, I am just one of those. I also got a beautiful painting from a student for my wall. I feel like I'm in heaven and on a natural high! No drugs or alcohol. :)
I knew this would happen and I'm not sure how to prepare for the fact that I work all day at school and then work the evening until 8:30. I usually am exhausted. And, I am in fact exhausted. I want to stop and pick up a small bottle of vodka and relax when I get home.
These are the reasons I shouldn't:
Losing my hair
Dry skin
Hangover
Poor nights sleep
I will feel let down
Damaging my stomach.
God please help me through tonight.
Thank God, I made it home without stopping for booze. I MADE IT!
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