I can't believe it is almost the end of day 3. I got so much accomplished today, I truly did. I haven't gotten this much done in a month. But here's the catch 22. I feel I deserve a treat - you know, a well deserved treat. Four days ago it would have been a drink but I am home and do not feel like going out. How can I reward myself for getting so much done? I can take a bubble bath, I can eat a good supper, I can drink hot chocolate, I can eat some chocolate. I think I will work hard on expanding that list tomorrow. I need rewards I will enjoy.
In the past, even when I didn't drink regularly, I always knew if I didn't have my family I could easily have survived my life as a workaholic / alcoholic. Work hard all day and drink hard all night. The funny thing is when I did start drinking regularly, I found I couldn't work hard, I couldn't think clear enough and also didn't have the physical strength to work hard. Funny what our minds will conclude left on their own.
Suppertime. I think I will start with that and then see.
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